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  • Not About A Frozen Sandwich

    I came, I saw, I conquered.

    No.

    I sat, I walked, turned the key, and entered my house.

    Walked to the kitchen, opened the freezer, and poked the sandwich.

    It wasn’t that frigid yet.

    I was planning to hammer it while it was dead frozen. See how many pieces would shatter.

    Smithereens shower. Slow motion. Splendid. (more…)

  • Running Through A Rainbow Pedestrian Lane

    I am not planning my own burial. It is not a shame to sit by the funeral home and wonder how much it will cost me for this body size. Just get me a fake bronze… or an amber wood for a casket instead. I am just inquiring.

    Well, you see that on top of my head is a crow. It is really over my head… look up and there it is. Its feathers are planted with black dust… or maybe woven diesel fabric. This is not a deserted place. We are along a highway. I will give you a speckle of Christmas lights in February, pin us down right in the middle and there you will see this house of dead meats. Only this black bird does not creak here if you will listen closely. (more…)

  • I Saw Her

    So, she stood there waiting for her coffee to be made. I walked and stopped behind her back. As she felt how I brushed her hair to reveal her nape, she glanced at me. Just as sudden as she turned around and smiled.

    You’re so beautiful. Exactly the words I could think of and had said.

    Originally published on Multiply, 21 October 2007, 3:22 AM

  • A Trip To The Zoo

    My twelve-year old girl flips on the pages of the book from my bag. I know she doesn’t understand a thing. Or maybe she just isn’t interested. I can almost see her bickering inside her head. And what I notice is how cute she is with her red headband on. Her pout is exactly like her mother’s.

    My five-year old boy just watches in amazement as the outside world zooms past us. He even points to unlit neon-light billboards just as the train gradually comes to a halt. Ate gives him a crooked smile when he calls her attention. Just like this time as he mulls over the row of trees that lines the view. (more…)

  • A Familiar Afternoon

    I woke up this afternoon. I was hungry. I went out and saw this particular sky and clouds – the overall atmosphere. It reminded me of how simple life was back then. When families were together. When school was there. Or just the mere thought that you have someone to share your hapiness with. Then I remembered one of those times when you were smiling at me. It made everything feel familiar again. Even for just a while.

    Originally published on Multiply

  • Lor – Jareta Nuptial

    I was invited by my friend, Catherine, to be on the “look-out” on her wedding day. She did not care whether I set my camera to black and white all the while. “Just do what you do,” she said.

    To Be Free

    To Be Free. Clench. Fly? Flew.

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  • Vocalists

    I like:

    Kate Pierson – B-52’s
    Karen Peris – Innocence Mission
    Natalie Merchant – 10,000 Maniacs
    Tracey Thorn – Everything But The Girl
    Harriet Wheeler – Sundays

    Originally published on Friendster

  • Bum

    Why do I have all the time in the world? It is because I am a bum. I had five Super Dry with my good friend, Peachy, last night. Man, I miss spending time with friends and hearing their funny jokes. Then today, I woke up at eleven. My brothers were not home. They already went to their own business. I was left scavenging for food in the house.

    You see, I am here to clean the apartment that I am about to rent. The main house is not my territory so I ended up buying some instant noodles from the store just beside this place. (more…)

  • April 2006: Hello, Sunshine

    Greeting me as I look above this lifeless city.

    April was the month we started visiting the bar almost every day; the month we spent three days in the outskirts of a distant land called, Zambales; mother turned fifty and still looking young; new people came along and introduced themselves to my life. I ended this month lying in front of the house in a drunken stupor.

    Blues. I think I died this afternoon as I experienced flying at will to the top of our neighborhood.

    April 2, 2006, Cavite City

    Big Brother. This is a classic setting of an 80s house where the owner never dared clearing the living room off his precious possessions. Or better yet, some gifts just have really big sentimental value.

    April 9, 2006, Masinloc, Zambales

    Training Day. I usually see people cleaning the windshield of a car in gasoline stations. The kid popped from nowhere as soon as the light went red.

    April 13, 2006, Manila

    Blind Man. He may be the old chap who asks for help at the footbridge but he is all right. He counts the coins after the long day.

    April 14, 2006, PHILCOA

    Balde And Bugsy. The two puppies did not want to stay with us; took the opportunity when the small gate was swinging wide.

    April 15, 2006, Cavite City

    Graduation Mass. What the hell were we doing here? We do not have the slightest idea.

    April 22, 2006, Ateneo De Manila, Rockwell Center

    Fire Drill. Ten minutes before the intended time for fire drill, we received a notice to evacuate the building using the elevator. How bad is it to use the fire exit from the twenty-first floor?

    April 25, 2006, San Miguel Ave., Ortigas

    Over The Bakod. When we were kids, we used to climb lots of trees, namely: mango tree, bayabas tree, balimbing tree, and macopa tree. Of course, some left unconquered because the branches were too high for us to reach. I remember them, but those trees are gone now – the duhat tree, santol tree, and mansanitas tree (which was full of thorns).

    April 26, 2006, Cavite City

    Spell. She is happy today and will forget about the whole jumpy emotion.

    April 30, 2006, Cavite City

    Camera Information:

    Model: Canon EOS 350D Digital
    Lens: Canon Zoom Lens EF-S 18-55mm f3.5-5.6 II

  • Breathing

    Guess what? Two nights ago, I don’t remember exactly how I got home. An event just impacted my mind when I hit the ground at the side of our house. I’m not sure if I tried to run to cause the accident. My left elbow took the sliding fall. Lucky me, no broken bone; just a few scratches that don’t even need Band-aids. It was somehow funny because our three dogs were the witnesses. Then this really weird feeling in the morning hit me. I felt as if I died that night; not because of the fall but something I could not recall. Something like a glitch in a drunkard’s memory. (more…)